I'm Sitting here alone
You've been gone for a while now
At times I wonder
Could things have been different
What if we stayed together
What if we lasted
Would you still be here
Would you be making me smile
But that's not how things worked out
You chose her over me
You chose old love
Over what may have been destiny
Now your stuck all alone
With a heart I know must be bleeding
But it's also not the only oone
Imagine everyone left behind
They all miss you
Even though you've done wrong
I'm not sure how you feel about me
And I'm really not sure about my feelings for you
You've broke my heart so many times
And still I wanted you
The first time I saw you,
I knew you were the one.
There was no question in my mind,
after having that much fun.
There's just something about you,
that I've never found before.
And now that we're good friends,
I find myself wanting more.
I never thought it possible,
to care for one so much.
But everyday that passes,
I long to feel your touch.
To look into your eyes,
would make my day complete,
cause every time you look at me,
my heart just skips a beat.
Everything I'd wished for,
every dream I'd hope come true,
I never thought would happen,
until the day that I met you.
I know that your not ready,
for the kind of commitme
The first time I saw you,
I knew you were the one.
There was no question in my mind,
after having that much fun.
There's just something about you,
that I've never found before.
And now that we're good friends,
I find myself wanting more.
I never thought it possible,
to care for one so much.
But everyday that passes,
I long to feel your touch.
To look into your eyes,
would make my day complete,
cause every time you look at me,
my heart just skips a beat.
Everything I'd wished for,
every dream I'd hope come true,
I never thought would happen,
until the day that I met you.
I know that your not ready,
for the kind of commitme
I'm Sitting here alone
You've been gone for a while now
At times I wonder
Could things have been different
What if we stayed together
What if we lasted
Would you still be here
Would you be making me smile
But that's not how things worked out
You chose her over me
You chose old love
Over what may have been destiny
Now your stuck all alone
With a heart I know must be bleeding
But it's also not the only oone
Imagine everyone left behind
They all miss you
Even though you've done wrong
I'm not sure how you feel about me
And I'm really not sure about my feelings for you
You've broke my heart so many times
And still I wanted you
Clinging on by the final thread
And he's got the scissors again…
If I wont let go then he'll cut it…
And from the look in his eyes…
He wants it
He needs it
He can't wait to watch me fall….
I look up right into your eyes again
They are closed, and full of tears…
You don't want to lose it all again…
But even you know its his dream…
He likes it
He loves it
He wants me to scream as I go…
I see pain in your eyes as I did before
All the pain of loosing everyone…
Dreams will be all you have left…
Because he only has eyes for you…
He took it
He stole it
He closed the blades and laughed…
As I fell back down
As I fell back to life
Whispering sweet words, hugging me tight,
Chatting on here until deep into the night.
Too young to know, is it love? Or is it not?
Never sure if these are real feelings I've got.
Do you mean the words you type to me?
Or am I just another kid? When will I see?
Will my heart break again? Be broken in two?
Or will I finally be happy, just being with you?
Do I really feel love, or is it deceit and lies?
Will he be there for me through lifes tries?
And am I too broken for my heart to heal?
Am I just too young to know what I feel?
The shining star has disappeared
The light of the world's gone out.
Someone special, cant be replaced
Someone special, without a doubt.
The warmth of the world's cold,
The happiness is turned so blue.
Someone special, taken from us,
Someone special, I'm missing you.
The person who meant everything,
The one friend who helped us all.
Someone special, forever, always.
Someone special, special to us all.
His voice makes my heart flutter.
When I see him each day I fall in love with him all over again.
I want to be next to him as much as I possibly can. Inhaling his scent as he sits next to me.
I want to touch his skin, to feel its warmth under my fingertips.
I dream of kissing him.
I want to know his dreams and his fears.
I want to hold him late at night when he's afraid, and wake up in the morning wrapped in his arms.
I want to do and feel all of the things that go along with loving him, with being in love with him.
I get lost in his eyes every single time they meet mine.
I wonder if what I see in them is a glimmer of him fe
I have my reasons... by Deaths-Little-Angel, literature
Literature
I have my reasons...
I'm sitting all alone, as I always am.
Like I have been ever since I began.
Solitary shadow, a survival attempt.
Never feeling the wonders i dreamt.
I guess you could say that I'm lonely.
But if I'm alone nobody can hurt me.
Do I want love or your gentle trust?
If I do want it, socialisation is a must.
Every time i let anyone get close to me.
All that happens is pain, don't you see?
I do want your affection, yes I want you!
But I cannot take it when we're through.
If I wanted to be in pain all the time,
Then I would gladly make you mine.
But I guess for now, it's for the best
Hide from you, and from all the rest.
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